Im Mathew 22 yo who lives in Edinburgh Scotland....
Im a bat that works nighshifts at a nursing home and sleeps all day long....
As many of you know my girlfriend lives in America who is my life and love. I plan to marry her when I have the money to do so. Jennifer and me are very alike in personality and different in others and she has one of the most beautiful souls and unique and individual minds and no one could absolutely have total love for each other more than we do.
I have always found myself being very isolated from everything and while most people read this they probably look at that in the negative light, I actually like being the outsider looking in at the world and because I have always lived that way, I constantly find that I have a gigantically different perspective from others and I don't actually think I am missing anything because the distractions that life and society brings a false illusion on what is important in life which is slipping by everyday that we are on this planet. I see people die constantly and it has made me look at how most people avoid knowing their mortality and the preciousness that occurs during our short stay here on earth and love bearing witness to the beauty in things which happen everyday that passes everyone by.
There are negatives which I have have to come to acknowledge....which I won't list ...lol but I am me .... and I have come with Jennifers help to feel happy within which is really what everything is truely about..... I can't even describe how it is almost mystical with how beautiful she is - an angel on my shoulder looking over me and allowing me to be hers....
I don't know if exactly this is what you were looking for.... but there it is
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