Join the club. It isn't easy. However, once you get started, stay with it. It is a most helpful resource. Carry it with you wherever you go and when you have a little dead time, open it and get acquainted. The more you do it, the better you will like it.
I wonder if it takes a certain sort of mind to be able to digest this in a good way? I may view this more positive in the future (I hope so) but I find it overcomplicating to describe that you are holding a club with both hands and swinging it back and thru ( the ball), reviewing it in 5 or 6 or 7(or more?) ways, all with their own aspects, defintions and labels. "You can get afraid of the dark with less" (effort than this) (a clumpsy translation from my native language)
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